Like the song: Here I go again

Well.....

I'm back! Sort of.

Once upon a time I tried to be a fit blogger. Now I am again? 

Here's a back story:

At the end of 2011 the start of 2012. I wanted to loose weight for real this time. I didn't do anything really fancy but watched what I ate, gave up a lot of things and mainly worked out. By the time 2012 ended I lost my goal weight of 50 pounds. 

In that span from 2013 until now: my sister died, I turned 30, had a relationship/fell apart, I went to PT school, went through 2 vehicles, changed jobs/lost said job returned to previous job, my mother died, and the pandemic happened and I gained all the weight back.

Basically that is a summary of what happened. 

In that time I really tried to embrace myself but man is it hard! I've also tried various diets/programs. I also have gym anxiety which I will be diving into more in another post. 

2021 will be my 20 year high school reunion (If it happens that is). I want to fit into some of my old pinup dresses again. It sucks having all these pretty dresses and not fit in them anymore! 

Also I want to do Trek up the Tower and beat my time from 2016 

I started working out back in July and fell off the wagon for 2 months. I discovered Intermit fasting from a podcast, I am in the process of starting to workout again.

I don't know if anyone will read this blog. Maybe it's for my own benefit. I need to do new progress pictures since the last ones were taken in July. 

My other plan is to do weekly weigh ins on Wednesdays and monthly progress photos. I won't lie I am scared shitless. I don't remember being this scared the first time I think because I was so overly damn confident in myself. I need to find her again. 

As of last Wednesday here is my starting weight:

238.5 

Until next time,

That soon to be Fit Pinup 

   

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